Tuesday, December 22, 2009
*blows dust away* Hello!
Wo hen xiang luan jiao.
Wo hen xiang luan tiao.
Wo hen xiang...
Okay, I'm crapping.
Hellooooo my dear blog.
Long time no see. LOL.
Actually I look at u everyday but the laziness just kept me from typing any stuffs on you =/
So yeah, here I am, trying to make a short blogpost seem long.
Therefore, the wide spacing after everyline typed LOL.
I created a fanfiction account. O.o
*under someone's influence =P*
Imma try to write some fics for Junjou Romantica and also Kuroshitsuji
Maybe Ouran xD
but I'm lazy -.-
School's reopening.
I'm busy in helping Miss Elyn ( my teacher during SPM and also my boss currently ) on the opening of a new tuition centre just opposite Sunway JB
27th 27th 27th xD
Come ok? Will post the flyer soon :D
End. :O
Sunday, December 06, 2009
The pain felt when you feel guilty is unbearable.
Someone actually replied to my last post omg (L)(L)(L)(L)
I thought you wouldn't look at my blog *shy*
Anyways, I've decided to improve my English by doing some reviews on manga or anime that I have recently read / watched.
To prevent cases of "sadded and quitted" from happening again *hehe*
It'll be on next post I guess. Unless something else struck my mind before I do the review.
Beyond this line the mood will be serious and I'll be emo. Please do not read if you do not wish to mind other people's business. :D
(Seriously this is unnecessary as you wouldn't be reading from the start if you don't wanna mind other people's business. But I just like the feeling of it :D Random FTW hehe )
Ok cut the crap, here's the line.
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Anyways x2,
Note: I realised that I like to use the word "anyways"
I was talking to my dad in the car. Just the two of us on our way to my mum's shop.
We seldom had these moments because I have 3 brothers. In this case, 3 VERY NOISY ONES.
So, I had to find some topic to break the silence.
I thought about my studies, and how I screwed myself during finals. (Well, I didn't tell him exactly how I did of course.)
So I broke the silence, asking:
"Dad, would it be better if I had aimed for the Hotel Management in SG instead?"
"Well, you've made a decision for yourself. Can't change it now, right."
He threw the question back at myself.
Once again, the silent / heavy atmosphere.
.
.
.
I started to think.
.
.
.
Have I made the right decision?
I know, its lame to think about this since I've already wasted RM10k in MUFY.
Considering my financial status, it's impossible to go back to square one now.
I really wanna study about environment, I'm really interested in this issue.
But at the same time, reality shows a different point of view.
I'm sure I'll manage well in Hotel Management with my not-so-lousy command of English. Thank daddy and mummy for this. Oh, thank God for giving me this tongue and brain (and everything) I suppose.
Singapore is literally shouting the word "TOURISM" in the face of Malaysia, showing that a small dot in the world can do so much more than a [sweet potato sized + dog-like (?) shaped] country. (No offense. I was merely expressing my thoughts.)
If I can graduate with a nice result, I'm sure there will be a great demand for graduates from this section as i forgot Sentosa or Genting or whatever company is working on developing Singapore into some hugeass playground.
I could start working, gaining experience as I go and saving money and contribute to my family.
I can even start to save my money for post-graduate studies when I'm old.
Dad's not gonna work forever. I'm gonna use his EPF for Monash Uni if I really go there. Monash is famous for being expensive. -.-lll
Damn Malaysia for useless local Universities. (No offense for those aiming for local U's)
I was stuck in between of my interest (can say dreams actually) and the reality. I dare not speak to dad about this conflict on my future.
As if sensing my troubles, he asked:
"Can you switch to law after MUFY?"
"I think so. No requirements to study law right."
"Oh."
"Daddy, Lawyer can earn alot meh?" (I used the actual slang but I was speaking chinese -.-)
"No larh, any job also got earn one mah...depends on you larh."
"Owhh."
The topic was put aside as we reached Southern City. Too busy looking for a nice parking slot. LOL.
We stayed there for awhile because my parents found a teacher that offers BM tuition for my bros. She seems pro. HAHAHA. Her prices are seriously pro too -.-llll
On the way home.
"Dad, how much is it again?"
"RM75 per sitting."
"Oh, RM75 per month, ok lar."
"No. Per sitting. Per lesson."
"Oh. you mean-WHAT?! PER LESSON?!"
"Yeap. Wilson, William and Wilmint. RM600 per month."
"WHAT THE-?!?! MAD ASS LARH! CRAZY!!"
I thought of it for awhile. The guilt of using dad's EPF in the future spreads deep across my heart.
"Dad, I think Wilmint can stop this tuition when school reopens."
"Hm?"
"He's not bad in BM actually, considering the school he's in now. (FYI: St. Joseph yes the one above Convent.) His BM was 90+ starting of the year. He ended up with a B cuz he was absent from school for too many days and he didn't manage to catch up."
"Hmm."
I was left alone to think as Dad refills the petrol.
Guilt Guilt Guilt Guilt.
I feel extremely guilty eventhough I have not actually used the money.
Suddenly, I have a feeling that I'm in fact a very spoilt girl.
All I thought of was to stop BM a.s.a.p when SPM finishes.
So, NO MORE BM = NO FORM 6
I guess my brains were still not fully-developed yet. You see, I was 16 at that time. The phrase "Rational thinking" was so far away.
I decided to follow what I was interested in.
"I wanna study and work on what I'M INTERESTED IN." That was how I think.
And that was the reason I used to defy my mum. Boy oh boy that time I was so damn rebellious.
Whispers: Although my mum was at fault too. =P
I hated home. I tried to stayback at school or tuition center whenever I could.
Friends were always more important than family.
The real me appeared when I was with my friends, and it was hidden when I was home.
Now that my brains are finally developing, at the age of 17 ha-ha-ha -.-lll
I started to think alot. Why this and that.
I realised that friends would forsake you for their own reasons, selfish or not; but your own family will never forsake you eventhough you made stupid mistakes or whatever.
You cry for some stupid things.
Your friends console you and stop you from crying.
But your families will say you're stupid for crying over this, and lets you cry until you're satisfied.
Only then, they start to put senses into your head.
Ironically, people still choose friends over family. Well, I WAS one of them.
Wow, this is the longest post without pictures lol.
Felt like I've wrote some fan fiction and cried like shit while writing it.
I still don't know what should I do. But fuck it, I haven't even started Sem 2 for my MUFY.
So yeah, I'm not gonna think about it first, at least not in a while.
I still can run away from the guilt at the moment.
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.
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Sighs.
I wanna be a kid forever.
You don't have to grow up, and think about all these.
Better, a rich kid.
So I don't have to worry much even if I grow up.
BILL GATES, IF YOU SEE THIS, TAKE ME AS YOUR GODDAUGHTER PLEASE. LOL.
Sort of a self-delusional-weird-declaration before turning 18 huh, lol.
Sighs..............
Sadded larh!!! LOL.
I felt better. I didn't want to post this at first, but it'll be such a waste haha.
I highlighted the convos, :D
Exposed! LOL.
End. :)
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
You're the melody in my head and Sean Kingston stuck you on replay.

You cant see (as in REAL eye contact.webcam doesn't count okay.) him
You can't feel him (obviously)
You cant hug him (well thats in feel, literally)
You cant kiss him (...)
You cant, you cant....
Manja to him T____T
DAMMMMNNNNN.
SADDED, QUITTED
HAHAHAHAHA (Inside joke)
Well, the one who knows this joke wont be reading this I guess =/
Sighhhhhhhed
Ended.
Tuesday, December 01, 2009
Hahahaha Wendy you lost!

Muahahahhaaha I won, Wendy!
=x
btws, I'm boredddddd...
A few more days to the results of my final exam -.-llll
Sure die larh -.-
I very hopeless one.
Anywaysss,
Any Mahjong kakis around????
come my house leh, lets play (not gamble arr)
Call Me Call Me!!
or, you can msn me and we can go Viwawa to play Wahjong xD
End :)
I need you
I believe in you!
So..stay by my side okay?
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Holidays are passing by slowly~
Some uber good things happened (L)
and I'm so happy and contented :D
Ah, did I mention that I went to my Aunt Grace's wedding?
I think I did =x
Behold~
My Aunt Grace xD
Gratz arr Aunt Grace~
Married jor!!
Summore so chio!!! (L)

Btw, she graduated from Monash =x
And oh, the couple decided to have their honeymoon before having a wedding banquet LOL.
So modern larh =x

Wilmint as the uhh (how to say arr)
the one that opens the door of the car o.o
Shuai hor xDD
Little leng zai hahas
I chose the set ok xD
I like guys with vest =x
soo sexyy muahaha :O
and no i'm neither a pervert nor paedophile -.-
Anyways,
I'm spending my holidays like this:

Hahas, we're not gambling okay, just honing our mahjong skills xD

mahjong is good for ur brains =x
and.. this.
Cooking!! :D
Well, actually not cooking =x
but this is part of it larh.. making food also haha =x

sushi... xDD
I wanna make some for my (L)

Aishiteru baby~
watashiwa zutto anata wo aishite imasu!
(L)(L)(L)(L)(L)
End (L)
I believe in you.
Let's work towards our goal (L)
Friday, November 20, 2009
Mimosa :D
omg can't wait haha
Then night time go Aunt Grace de pre-wedding buffet o.o
Had to miss the BBQ session with them mimosians :O
.
OMG MIMOSIANS LOL.
Malaysia = Malaysians
Mimosa = MIMOSIANS LOL!
OMG I'm so smart HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Just Kidding!
But seriously... =x
Mum is getting on my nerves -.-
Can suddenly say she want to lend my car (not really mine though) to her friend zzzzz
Without informing me leh wtf =.=
Luckily is 5pm lor, the time I come back from the mimosians gathering :O
if not I will definitely go krazii
-.-
Nvm. MUST BE HAPPY!
JASSINE HUAT ARR!!!
:D
RANDOM!!

Took this pic without her permission =x
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
o.ollll
Geeky stuff :O (Not really geeky actually -.-)
I like Green TD :O
CF too o.o
L4D is scary -.-
Audition = Stuck in the middle of pro and noob o.o
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
2012
Rayz: Wah, like this you also cry?!
Ah Peng: You can cry one pail of tears edi -.-
Wilson: -speaks to Ah Peng- Eh, she crying again liao.
Haiya, I also dunno why I cry like this okay.
I think they all very kelian mah T.T
I mean, if you know that the end is near and you cannot do anything to save your dad/mum/closest friends etc. , not to mention billions of lives, won't you cry?
My mind was full of shit.
This is definitely the best movie I've ever watched.
Too many people died without knowing what happened -.-
Anywaysss,
Waiting for Meteor Shower.
I wanna see at least ONE
cuz I wanna make a wish :O
A silly wish O.O
Well.. cya all xD
Will update more after that. :D
Baii Baii :O
Can We?
Monday, November 16, 2009
Boomshakalakaboomboom :O
Suddenly felt like chanting that word :O
Boomshakalakaboomboom :D
Very tribal xD
Anyways,

My hair is poking my eyes. I am gonna get blind very soon LOL.
I'm bored.
Bored until take stupid pictures and post them here.
bored bored bored bored bored -ROAR-
Sians dao die lar!!!! -sob-
Tomorrow gonna go watch 2012 with Ah Bu, Ah Son, Bird and Lai Ching Noob =x
All my kisiao schoolmates :O
hahas No larh, its Rayz, Ah Peng, Sky and Ching Ann :O
2012 O_O
the trailer looks so cool lurh :O
Ahhh. can't wait for tomorrow xD
End. :O
I want you to hold me in ur arms and tell me that You'll be mine forever.
Sunday, November 15, 2009
CHANGE is the word :D

omg omg omg omg ahahahaha
I cut my hair ~ again :O
frankly, i dont look like me.. at all O.O
Before :O

BEHOLD!
my new hairstyle :D

+ new nail art omg la
i am so not me LOL.
more to come xD
still uploading stuffs from the phone and camera :O
and teh freaking camera cable is nowhere in sight ROAR x.x
UPDATE:
My nails :D
Ultimate chio-ness LOL. =x

My smelly feet =x

The colours are from O.P.I siaaaaaaaa
OMFG LARHHH mummy bought one whole set of OPI
OPI!!!!!!!

goshhh -drools-
Anyways, I wanna help my mum in advertising LOL.
Everyone lai Southern City (Giant *formerly known as Extra) near Taman Suria!!!
A glimpse of my mum's small shop :O

Beds for facial :O
*very nice to sleep, I tried it myself LOL.*

front view of mum's shop :O
the one on the left is my aunt hahaha
She's the one who made my nails *shiok*
the middle one is my mum LOL.
All are welcomed :)
lai lai lai haha
Especially those who wants chio OPI nails LOL.
=x
End :D
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Hi Hi Hi :D Back <3
First Sem is almost over.
And I proudly announce that I suck in my Exams except for Accounts (maybe) and English
God knows what the hell is Patent Ductus Arteriosus. There's no such cases in my Bio notes and Past Year Papers -.-
I guess I'll be seeing Ms. Thian again next year. For both Bio A and B. zzzzz
*update*
Wikipedia helps in increasing my knowledge after the exam -.-! Added link for the PDA -.-
:D
Bah, I don't care. I wanna enjoy my holidays ROARRRRR :D
Just Enjoy The Show~
Lyrics :D
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why...
Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
Cause it's to much Yea, it's a lot
To be something I'm not
I'm a fool out of love
Cause I just can't get enough
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out it's bring me down I know
I got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people Follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke nobody knows
They got a ticket To the show Yea
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out it's bring me down I know
I got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show Oh, oh, oh
I'm just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
Can't do it alone I've tried
And I don't know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I'm so scared but I don't show it
I can't figure it out it's bring me down I know
I got to let it go
And just enjoy The show
Dum-di-dum La-dum-di-dum
Just enjoy the show
La-dum-di-dum La-dum-di-dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I'm Genie for your Wish
I'm Genie for your Dreams
I'm Genie for your World
Monday, November 09, 2009
M.A.S.H time! :D
I did one too hahaha.
Sorry for the waste of space below.
I think they set the codes wrongly.
I tried editing it without any knowledge and it failed :D
If you guys cannot see the results please highlight them
IDK wad happened LOL.

Keith was chosen among my list of crushes
muahahaha.
my list :
1. Keith
2. some random guy
3. Pervert
4. Stripper
can say I'm sibei lucky larh. LOL.
and,
LOLOMGWTFBBQLMFAO at the rainbow SLK HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
fyi SLK = Small Little Kelisa HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
nvm, 2 children nia =x one boy one girl, ngam ngam ho! =x
my list of cars:
1. SLK
2. Ferarri
3. BMW
4. Nissan
5. Saga
I'm glad I got Hokaido LOL. (i think spelling wrong)
list of places:
1. The dustbin
2. Hawaii
3. Hokaido :D
As for the job...
1. Dentist
2. Stripper
3. Billionaire
4. Millionaire
5. Rubbish Collector
hahahahahahah got millionaire leh!
although i'd prefer billionaire... =x
Ahhhhhh tmr tmr tmr @#%$$%YREHGAWET%$Q$WTESDGFGSEFAWAfewfiNFSF
Chem and Bio on same day ROAR.
die die die die wad am i doing here die die die die die go study die die die die die :D
nights!
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
I like the word BiBaBoom :D
Finals starts tomorrow.
with Maths leading the way to my death. x.x
And I'm still here typing like nothing is going on. -wtf at myself- LOL.
Anywayyyyysss

Subhash decided to reuse the mahjong paper for his Malaysian Studies presentation :D
It was disposed after MS D:
The hat is cute though.
If I made it I would keep it. LOL.
Welllllll, Anywaysssss x2
I was walking around Jusco Tebrau City when I spotted this.
Seriously Meiji is Awesome in their designs.
It was among all other famous candies and sweets and blah blah high sugar food.
Eclixxe, Cadxxry, and etc :D
It's too freaking Catchy.

Wow, this looks like me after one whole night online.
LOL.

HAHAHAHAHAHA This looks like *cough* Christina *cough* Monkey *cough* =x
WTF they even have this capalang car LOL.

I wonder who would buy that.
If I had the money I would =x
Too bad, I was window shopping, and I only have my identifications and car keys with me LOL.
Hahahahahahahahaha
Therefore I conclude my last post for now.
See you all after finals :D
Muacks! Dun miss me tytyty because I will miss you all MUACKS~
Ewwww. -.-
Off I go to struggle with my failing Maths :D
Bye~ -poof-
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Everybody Sing Along!!!! LOL.
This song....
Well, the song name is very obvious -.-
Super White :D
LOLOLOLOLOL
Enjoy =x
Seriously, this is so damn easy to sing along LOL.
So yeah, everybody Chao Ji Bai Super White!!!!
LOL. =x
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Don't Click Me! =x
and Bye. LOL
I'm having my final exam (Sem 1) next week OMFG OMFG!
Therefore...
This blog will only be active after 10 Nov :D
bye~!
WARNING: MASSIVE UPDATE AFTER 10 NOVEMBER 2009
BEWARE BEWARE
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Kill me, or let me kill myself
wanna
Die.
Someone hand me a knife now.
or something sharp.
Nevermind. Just stab me.
Finding person who hates me
Free stabs for you
(While stocks last)
I'm fucking clear that being born in this family isnt my fault
but seriously
fuck myself for being born in this fucking family.
I can write almost any essay
except for essay that is related with home.
(typical fake content essays i still can write)
I have told myself a billion times to not to cry over them
and i did it.
I can't fucking cry over this anymore.
I can't fucking cry when my mum is acting like some fucking crazy woman.
I can't defend my dad, and I fucking hate myself for not having the courage to do that.
They say chinese usually marry under the marriage-god's decision
something like tying red strings on two person's foot
Go fuck urself, marriage-god.
Its either u have cataracts on ur eyes or u have been drinking something strong.
I wished that my parents never met.
Although it might mean that I will not be born
who cares. I'm not some big time famous people.
I'd choose not to be born if I can actually choose that.
I wished I have the courage to cut myself
Sunday, October 11, 2009
From someone insignificant to this world.
Its not that I have nothing going on recently..
(actually, I have plenty of outings and stuffs to crap about)
I'm not really busy also..
Its just that..
...
...
...
...
Sorry guys (as if anyone is reading la).. let me continue it in my noob chinese -.-
总觉得人生好短暂...
每个人好像随时都会离开这个世界...
所以我都尽量往好的方面去想...
算是乐观啦
或许对某些人来说,我只是在自夸吧...
但是
在这个 "Home Sweet Home"
如果我不乐观的话
我会悲观到自杀吧...
如果有把刀在我身边,我也不知道我到底会不会用它来结束我的生命...
...
....
......
Alright back to English.
During these 10 days that I've gone missing (away from blog I mean)
I thought that everything I do is worthless..
I was (am still) being pessimistic. lol.
Emo, Freak, Lame, Weird, whatever.
I guess nobody will bother to care. lol.
Thursday, October 01, 2009
finally I broke my own record of "no accidents"
Was day-dreaming when I was driving along this big big curve near Pei Sueh's house...
and BANG! woohoo!! I broke my record!!
I even cracked the rim of the front wheel -.-
RM 200 fly away~!
-sobs-
Anyways, back to what I originally wanted to say in this post..
Trials coming!!!!! -.-
PSST!
-I haven't study-
hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahaha -.-
Imma go Impian Emas with Rayz and Veron tomorrow! xD
I'm dddrrriiivvvingg there!!
I'm worried that my pro DRIVING SKILLL will hurt other people =.=
-shakes head-
hopefully nothing will happen -.-
I miss you... D:
End.
Monday, September 28, 2009
Ohayo~ ^^
hahaha -.-
Anyways, I'm here to crap some stuffs o.o
Mapled with Mike from 12- 3am -.-
-no comment-
Watched Youtube, did some bio stuffs, stared at the ceiling, etc. from 3am - 5am
Read blogs from 5am - 6am
I can imagine what will become to me tomorrow (today)
Slumber party in school! LOL -.-
Nevermind.
I shall skip accounts -.-
Damn, I think we're gonna do Mind Your Own Business (assignment) -.-
shit.
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Yeah, I'm lame -.-
Some say sotplug.
Aiya, whatever.
Check out my nails -shows off-
And yay~ its almost 7am LOL.
time to "wake up" -.-
Bye o.o
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
-.-"
But tired is the only feeling I have now (~_____~)
My students...
They really apply the concept of "Things Happen only Hug Buddha Leg"
Today = they having chem trials
Yesterday (Monday) = Last Minute Extra Class >_>
NICE. -.-''
Anyways,
The time is 8pm-10pm, but it ended at around 11.30pm -.-"
I too kind lar, so I extend the time for free -__-
HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHAHA
Sighs.
Anyone in Convent JB taking SPM gimme some tips leh~
I want to help my dear students to at least PASS
LOL.
Everyone!
Your efforts will definitely be appreciated!
YAY! Blogging has a therapeutic effect on me!
-minus the side effects of even tired eyes-

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
End.
Manufacturer: Jassine
Address: Computer Lab 109, Sunway JB.
Expiry Date: Irrelevant
P.S: I hope the stickman is alright.
P.P.S: Nothing (or Nobody) was harmed during the making of this post.
P.P.P.S: It means that the stickman is fine :D
P.P.P.P.S: I noe I'm Lame.
P.P.P.P.P.S: Don't punch me.
Lalalalalalalalalalalalala~
Monday, September 07, 2009
The Reason for Falling Asleep during Classes
They'd kill me >_>
Anyways,
The
2. Nocturnal Habit eversince SPM finish
3. Too much Late Night Activites
Eg.
- MSN ( I dun think u need to click to enlarge it but if u're half-blind then click lor.. lolx)
Convo between me and Wendy (Truth is, I posted this right after we chat. LOL.)
Monday, August 31, 2009
Ngai Hey Hak Ka Nyin! :O
which means,
I am Hakka!
o.o
whenever u say / hear/ see Hakka, you see
Ham Cha ( direct translation in Hakka means Salty Tea )
- chopped / diced vegetables
- rice
- a bowl of green soup that is made of grounded peppermint, peanut, sesame and some herbs
Naughty dad had this idea.
"Eh Jassine, see we two look alike or not."

Note the resemblance.
Dad, I think I can see how you look like in the future. lol.
One night in hometown
You get things like this.
Locals prefer limbs I suppose.
Watch out folks. I'm thirsty.
....................................................................................................................
Anywayssss,

post-it-note for Strange Cafe nearby Sunway.