Friday, JOHOR - Fan Girl Still Refuses to Calm Down

AND YOU KNOW WHY??????????





*Click to enlarge*


sorry I had to put some sort of tag there to prevent people from taking it without my permission D:

(If any of my buddies wants to have the clean copy tell me in msn or maybe in cbox)


DAMN



HAPPY



NOW




off to Hyung Junnie dreamland~!!! lalala~


End.

Kim Hyung Jun Fan Meeting 08.29.2010

This. Is. The. Happiest. Day. Of. My. Life!!!!



I WENT TO THE FAN MEETING. with Rayz (Gamsahamnida Rayz!! You're the best!)



Reached Singapore on Saturday night. Stayed in Rayz's aunt's house in Tiong Bahru. (30th floor, damn scary.) They have a dog, Xiao Bai which is totally lecherous. LOL.

Anyways, let's get to the main point.

Sunday 29th August

Went to IKEA cuz Rayz needs to buy bathroom mats for her mum. Saw so many angmohs LOL!

Reached Woodlands by MRT. Met up with the girl who's gonna sell me the tickets. Super fan + friendly girl, Yuehlin ^^

Reached Republic Poly. Wasted $6 SGD because we realised that we can actually walk to TRCC -__-

Went straight into the theater.
Fail #1 :Didn't see Zoelle (cousin) waving to me. I could have won the 50% group photo taking if I saw her T__T

Fail #2 : Noticed the Lucky Draw Box before I entered. Thought that it was lucky draw for game session. Went straight into the theater.

EPIC FAIL LA DEH.................. I COULD HAVE WON THE CHANCE OF TAKING PHOTOS WITH BABY WTFOMFGFMLFMLFML T____T!!!


Sighs.


NVM.



I enjoyed the rest of the day, eventhough my bro's shoe is making me hop around like wabbit.
He is the legendary big foot!!!! I had to literally drag my shoe to walk =_=


Damn it. MUST. SAVE. MONEHHH. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$


Feel like going to the Malaysia Fan Meet also lehh. sibei expensive. actually price is slightly cheaper than sg lah. but then need to count in accomodation also then confirm KL trip need more MONEH.

I wanna buy their mini collection album also. But i chose Destination over that mini thingy. D:

Alright. I shall upload some incredibly blur pics since nobody is gonna see this xD



The closest shot. He was walking down from the back and we all are surprised haha. His smile so sweet lar dey... *melts*

Dibi Dibi Dib!! the "Paper" demo

Triple S Singapore gave him a custom made iPad cover. Damn nice.

They made an MV for our baby. I saw him wiping off his tears. Awwwww.

He wore a Vest in IMM Meet & Greet. AGAIN! I saw him in person when I was getting his signature. There's nothing else inside that vest!!!!!!!!!! *faints*

When the signature session started, the host, DJ Ken from 100.3 asked us to write our names on a paper or something to save time. I wrote mine on the back of the ticket.


I thought I can be calm enough, but I was wrong.
When it's my turn, I totally stunned for 2 seconds, staring at Hyung Junnie like looking at a masterpiece.
He was so close..oh my gosh..
He needed my name, but I was still smtoning, so he looked at me.
*Eye contact*
2 seconds after...
Oh ya, my name! *passes my ticket*
*Hyung Jun chuckles and proceed to write my name and sign on the poster*
After that he wants to shake my hand, but I stuffed my present for him into his hands. LOL.
I didn't want the staffs beside to take my present for him. I want to give him the present PERSONALLY.

Hyung Jun: For me? *surprised but happy*
Me: Nod x 100 Yayayaya
Hyung Jun: Oh, thank you! *Smiles and passes poster to me + handshake*
Me: *blushing like mad* Thank you so much! I Love you!!

BEHOLD


Hyung Jun: I love you too!!!!



And I went floating down the stage with a tomato-like face.



It somehow formed echoes and it keeps replaying in my head.

I know, it's fan-service.


BUT WHO CARES

HE SAID IT TO ME. ONE AND ONLY JASSINE. NO TWINS NO NOTHING.
JUST ME.


Quote Hyung Jun oppa:
" Oh my heart is beating."


AHHHHHHHHHH OMG



*to be continued*
I still have many things to talk about. But I think I'll stop for now.

Hi.

I need someone to talk to.

I don't know why, but my mind is very messed up now.

For the first time ever, I'm not sure whether my decision is correct or not.

I didn't feel like this before..I always thought that being responsible for once is good.

Leaving the students behind halfway, just months before SPM..it just made me feel bad.

I've experienced it before, switching teachers and adjusting to their teaching methods even when SPM is just around the corner..it didn't feel good at all, but I had to bear with it.

I don't want my students / friends to experience it too.

She had been trying to ask me to stop this.
She said that what good can I do if I chose to be stuck on to this job.

I hated what she said to me.
She sounded like she despises the job.
As though the job is lousy like shit.

Whatever..I guess I just hated whatever she says.
Seriously, how the hell I came out of her womb.
Our method of dealing with stuffs and our personalities are like two parallel lines.
They won't even have a chance to intersect each other.
Sorry, I'm being rude.

The way she chose to work with her business made me worried about my father.
All the money..
How to go to KL with a peaceful mind.. -_-

So many things to worry about, yet..
why..why do I feel extremely envy to those who're going to the next level, starting their uni lives, taking a big step towards their promising future...blah blah..

I thought I'd never say this, but i'm tired.
I'm tired of all these so called responsibilities.

I think I sound like a spoiled brat, but whatever. My blog my Kingdom my Rules.

Now that's spoiled. Lol -_-

If I went to KL instead, would it be better?

My conscience (the angel) says no don't leave them! , but the devil tells me just let them fuck themselves and get on with my future.

Ha ha ha.

My mind's totally screwed. FML.

I've been thinking recently..what it feels like to be dead.
What it feels like to have your dearest person die before you.
I'm scared. I'm so scared that while I'm up in KL, something might just happen and ah po will just..be gone like that.
I don't want her to leave me. I want her by my side forever.
She's more than a grandma to me. She's my mum. My friend. My everything.
She raised me up. She did so much for me, for my family.


...



I'm stupid. Am I?
Of course human will eventually die.
Crap, I'm even a science stream student.

FML.
FMLFMLFML.

Lost interest in blogging. lol.

Bored. Finds books and news entertaining.

I used to hate news =.=

Became more matured I guess.

Very into SS501 nowadays..

Especially Kim Hyung Jun.





Kim Hyung Jun is going to Singapore on the 29th August!!!


lol. Anyone else wants to go?? Let's go together xD



End.

2nd attempt

Finally =_=

Tried using the HTML mode and it worked :D

Btw, I'm currently in love with ss501.

Lol =x

Kim Hyung Jun a.k.a Maknae!!!
Ok picture upload is epic fail ==

He's the youngest in the group.
And he is cute!!

Ok that's all I'm too lazy to do anything else =.=

First blogpost from iPad *edited from my pc*

epic fail. i can only type in the title column. LOL.

so yeah.. there's definitely more cons than pros. ==

Random.

Helloo all :D

Random pics time ! ^^


Lazy to update my stuffs.

Decided to go to KL next year Feb.

So yeah, I still have half year to go. lols

Alright, let the pictures talk!

Jessica and William




Wilson is sooo gonna kill me if he sees this.

*hides laughter*

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Wilson's finger is too big to be used to dig William's nose.


The end.




More pics to come! :P

One down, many more to go.

Finally, I'm graduating from Sunway.


Got my Sem B results on 28th June.


And seriously, I felt effing proud of myself.

Part-time working + studying at the same time and I still can get 3 High Distinctions and 2 Distinctions. FUCK YES! LOL.


I shouted, jumped here and there, and annoyed everyone near me for like 10 minutes.


I really worked hard for this. My efforts are not wasted!


My dad challenged me just before my Biology B exam (last subject for finals).

My trials score was 320.

He said that he'll buy me an iPad from USA if i get 320 above for my whole course.


Guess what. I got 313.65

FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


6.4 MARKS TO 320 OMGSHYTNOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.



Haiz. iPad fly away T___T


My Sem A results suck like shyt. Thats why my scored drop T_T

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO T_________T

:D

hello earthlings. :)



and uh.. bye bye :D





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Well hello! By the way, that's my imaginary alien friend.

He's planning to take over the world.




Wait. Is it a he or she? Hmm idk what and how an alien's sexual organs look like.


haha.



Woot! What a great welcome to myself for coming back into this blog :)



Will blog about lots and lots and lots of things...after this post :D



Ciao!

I'm so so sick right now. -.-

39.9 degree celcius.

I'm Fucking hot! LOL



Oh btw The doctor suspects that I have H1N1
ROFL




anyways, i bought a Sebastian Nendroid from ebay.
(Note: Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji)



Still waiting for the package to arrive XD


I shall go to rest now.


Before my brain is fried.


Bye.

*blows off dust*

Hell lloooooo .

I can't believe I can actually ignore the dust accumulating in my blogspace.

Sorry (if there's anyone reading this) =.=


My life now:

Totally hectic + meaningful
=
Less boring blogposts + More sleeping time
=
Less frequency of getting up late for college
=
Whatever that doesn't belong to the categories up there belongs to here.



BAHHHHHHHHHHH bah black sheep.





Yes. I'm bored.



I STILL haven't start my 50 page bio assignment which is due 31 March. LOL.


Bored.




Monday - Form 4 Bio
Tuesday - Form 4 Chem for Form 5-ers
Wednesday - Form 4 Banana Class (Y)
Thursday - Form 5 Chem
Friday - Form 5 Bio + Form 4 Chem (Non-Bananas)(N)


Fark my life.


Bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored bored.





Please forgive my lame post.




And don't kill me.




I know you would try to kill me anyway.




I like Kimchi.



How about you?




I guess you're not in the mood to answer my questions.





Okay.





Bye.




P.S: I still love Kimchi.

Parody Week : Subhash

Well, there's no abandoned house in sight so I went to explore my laptop instead. Pointless, I know. It's filled with pictures and online games that wastes memory junks.

After scanning through the jungle of bytes, I found a few random pictures. Seems that my randomness is expressed often through my laptop.

Picture No. 1:

Some random person that is obviously bored and umm knows how to reuse waste materials.

Guess who. Winner gets to have a World War II weapon of their choice. In my dream.

Picture No.2 :

Butt. Don't ask.

Picture No. 3 :

Martian food.

Picture No. 4 :

What will I look like in a year if I eat cheese pretzels 6 times a day and drink 8 litres of coke per day instead of water.

There's no way that I'm gonna be like that.
Right. Beer time!







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Lame idea results in a lame parody post. I tried my best.



End.

Changed my header picture.


Which shows my mental state and mood.


LOL.





I'm the one wearing red. xD



Body World is awesome. will try to blog about it during CNY haha.


End.

Girl who thought that I'm a male. Trying to hook me to an adult site. ROFL.

Seriously, I laughed so damn hard at ppl who got added by some idiot and asked for cams and stuffs about adult sites.


I felt terribly sorry for laughing.

Cuz karma bit me in the ass =.=


Moments ago:

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com has added you in his/her contact list.



(Me)Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
who u (strange feeling that this person is something very wrong)

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
hey, hows it going?

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
??
do i know you?

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
i'm 20/f your a male right?

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
do i look like a male to you? =.= (I'm seriously pissed. I put my picture on MSN ok =.=)

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
nice, I just got off work and finally got some time to relax which site did i msg you from again?

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
i dont know.
u added me

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
I know a way we can chat and have a better time.. do you cam?

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
nope? (actually yes with my friends)

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
Well i don't do yahoo cam or any other cam because i have been recorded before... But i do know one site you can watch me on cam, that assures me no one records...

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
how did u get my email?

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
I mean... Do you want to see me on my cam?

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
answer me first.

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
Ok go to http://www.mywebcamcrush.com/Stephie22 accept the invite on the page baby

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
....

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
sweet, fill out the info ur info.. i can not wait for you to see me baby let me find something nice to wear

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
your just a spam mail account. lmfao.

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
nah, I am a vegetarian... no spam for me! haha

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
=.= fuck off
and i'm a girl

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
seriously? that's your response? wow

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
yes. so fuck off tyvm

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
seriously? that's your response? wow

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
seriously? that's your response? WOW

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
its the sites policy to ensure no minors get access to the site, so they might ask for CC to verify your age babe.

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
oh really? tell me how did u get my email. I'll make sure that I sue the site until they shut it off. (Act rich lol )

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
Accept the invite, if you need the link again its http://www.mywebcamcrush.com/Stephie22

Busy dieeeee. T_T says:
no thank you. I can't stand this brainless conversation anymore. bye.

ProvidenciaBuckwalter5769@hotmail.com says:
Well if you must leave... tell ya what if ya want to see me later on my cam goto http://www.mywebcamcrush.com/Steph22 just accept my cam invite.. Its Fast and easy.. we'll prolly be online for the rest of the day so you can go and see me on my cam. Take care


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Oh my ------------ it's like talking to the AI God =.=


Anyone interested? LOL.

End.

Nooooooooooooooooooo =.=

wow =.=


So sorry for not updating >_>


Was so busy managing my stuffs and whatever shit facebook


AH! :P


I am busy larh.

See my working schedule:

Monday - Bio Form 4
Tuesday - Chem Form 4
Wednesday - Chem Form 5
Friday - Bio Form 5



wth only thursday free leh -..-

see larh. This is a VALID not excuse xD


okay, life's been good, I've been doing my homework, and all the shit i have to and need to do. xD


Had a big fun day today. Totally enjoyed the 1 hour laughing time with Perng, Rayz, Ping Fong and Agnes!


Me and my umbrella~~~ xDDD *inside joke*




Crazy man.


kthxbai.

End! :D

woot! longest post so far for 2010. =x

Bah! 1st day of school. Ain't that pleasant.

There're some pleasant things.

Like, WOOOT NO MORE MS. THXXN (refer histories =x)

and uh, WOOT NO FAIL. (thats long time ago)

and and and, WOOT Mr. Nagesh! :O
and and and and, WOOOT Ms. Wong S.F!!!!

and and and and and......

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I sound so lame.
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Unpleasant why?



Firstly,





Seen some faces that I do not wanna see.
Shitface. that's what I call. Too bad it's inevitable. Blehhhhh



Secondly,





I need to make extraaaaaaa effort to make my chem to at least get above 70? (high hopes eh?)




Thirdly?






The new Chem teacher sucks.





Lastly,





I've decided to get myself a diary.

LOL! Okay such a sudden change of topic =x

Well, it's more like a planner rather than the write-your-oh-so-big-secret-then-got-read-by-random-people that kind of diary.


School's starting, and I've got tuitions too. ( I'm teaching, not going for tuition )

So yeahhh, planner is a must. ( I guess )

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Oh yeah!

1st Jan was my birthday!!!!!

WOOOOOOOT! 18 FINALLY! :D

Can do adult stuffs!!!

Like what?

Like, uh, watch PG 18 without getting caught.


LOOOLLLLL that sounds super lame man.





Anyways, what would a birthday be if its without a decent birthday cake?


So yeah,
I shall show off my birthday cake just a "little".



See? all the strawberriesssssss ahhhh~~~
Shiok~


OMG OMG Happy 18th Birthday to Jassine!!!!!!!!


Well anyways,

Show off a little because it's supposed to be an ice-cream cake.

But it turns out that the lady did not understand or did not hear what I had said to her ever since I'd step into the shop!


"I wanna have an ice-cream cake!!!" x100


"ice-cream cake!!!!" x100

K la not that ridiculous la, but I'm very very sure that I mentioned the word "ICE-CREAM" properly.

AISSSSSSS-KLIM GEK!


LOOOOLLLLLLLLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.


Ahhhhh the moment before cutting the "ice-cream cake"
omg larh look at the excited smile :D *shy (not)*



And then.......................


*thunder rolls and lightning flashes*



Can you imagine the face of a disappointed finally-18-yr-old girl who finds out that the cake is not an ice-cream cake only after she cuts it?!?!?!!





"Ice-cream cake!" *excitement*




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What the -?!
It's only a normal strawberry cake?!


Screw you!





sad die me D:

*Pictures courtesy of QSY Lover ( yes, yes I recognise you as his lover :D )*




Well, it's still a cake, and I (we, in fact) still had to eat it D:


Alright, I'll stop here xD

Still to come:
-Mahjong Academy!
-Hallucinating QSY Lover and I Camera Shy (Not) stayover!

Will continue during weekends, or whenever I'm free :O



TBC.



HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAH

Jassine Chu reporting in Sunway JB!

Helloooo~!

long time no see LOL.


I'm in school, and i saw Alicia! Irene! and Cheryl and uh... some random convent girls i think. LOL! no lar, i forgot their names D:


Mei Ki is still nowhere in sight *pouts*
Yiyi's break time clashes with mine on this very first day -.-

Huey Wen~~~~~ where are u -.-lll


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Stupid Watermelon Milk Tea.



(Inside joke)
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Nooooooooooooo I'm so lazy.

Lazy to update my blog with my birthday post =.=

and with everything la.



I hope that I'll be less lazy in the future =.=

As in, homework and studies and stuffs >.<



Okay, BYE!
-poofs-