Kim Hyung Jun Fan Meeting 08.29.2010

This. Is. The. Happiest. Day. Of. My. Life!!!!



I WENT TO THE FAN MEETING. with Rayz (Gamsahamnida Rayz!! You're the best!)



Reached Singapore on Saturday night. Stayed in Rayz's aunt's house in Tiong Bahru. (30th floor, damn scary.) They have a dog, Xiao Bai which is totally lecherous. LOL.

Anyways, let's get to the main point.

Sunday 29th August

Went to IKEA cuz Rayz needs to buy bathroom mats for her mum. Saw so many angmohs LOL!

Reached Woodlands by MRT. Met up with the girl who's gonna sell me the tickets. Super fan + friendly girl, Yuehlin ^^

Reached Republic Poly. Wasted $6 SGD because we realised that we can actually walk to TRCC -__-

Went straight into the theater.
Fail #1 :Didn't see Zoelle (cousin) waving to me. I could have won the 50% group photo taking if I saw her T__T

Fail #2 : Noticed the Lucky Draw Box before I entered. Thought that it was lucky draw for game session. Went straight into the theater.

EPIC FAIL LA DEH.................. I COULD HAVE WON THE CHANCE OF TAKING PHOTOS WITH BABY WTFOMFGFMLFMLFML T____T!!!


Sighs.


NVM.



I enjoyed the rest of the day, eventhough my bro's shoe is making me hop around like wabbit.
He is the legendary big foot!!!! I had to literally drag my shoe to walk =_=


Damn it. MUST. SAVE. MONEHHH. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$


Feel like going to the Malaysia Fan Meet also lehh. sibei expensive. actually price is slightly cheaper than sg lah. but then need to count in accomodation also then confirm KL trip need more MONEH.

I wanna buy their mini collection album also. But i chose Destination over that mini thingy. D:

Alright. I shall upload some incredibly blur pics since nobody is gonna see this xD



The closest shot. He was walking down from the back and we all are surprised haha. His smile so sweet lar dey... *melts*

Dibi Dibi Dib!! the "Paper" demo

Triple S Singapore gave him a custom made iPad cover. Damn nice.

They made an MV for our baby. I saw him wiping off his tears. Awwwww.

He wore a Vest in IMM Meet & Greet. AGAIN! I saw him in person when I was getting his signature. There's nothing else inside that vest!!!!!!!!!! *faints*

When the signature session started, the host, DJ Ken from 100.3 asked us to write our names on a paper or something to save time. I wrote mine on the back of the ticket.


I thought I can be calm enough, but I was wrong.
When it's my turn, I totally stunned for 2 seconds, staring at Hyung Junnie like looking at a masterpiece.
He was so close..oh my gosh..
He needed my name, but I was still smtoning, so he looked at me.
*Eye contact*
2 seconds after...
Oh ya, my name! *passes my ticket*
*Hyung Jun chuckles and proceed to write my name and sign on the poster*
After that he wants to shake my hand, but I stuffed my present for him into his hands. LOL.
I didn't want the staffs beside to take my present for him. I want to give him the present PERSONALLY.

Hyung Jun: For me? *surprised but happy*
Me: Nod x 100 Yayayaya
Hyung Jun: Oh, thank you! *Smiles and passes poster to me + handshake*
Me: *blushing like mad* Thank you so much! I Love you!!

BEHOLD


Hyung Jun: I love you too!!!!



And I went floating down the stage with a tomato-like face.



It somehow formed echoes and it keeps replaying in my head.

I know, it's fan-service.


BUT WHO CARES

HE SAID IT TO ME. ONE AND ONLY JASSINE. NO TWINS NO NOTHING.
JUST ME.


Quote Hyung Jun oppa:
" Oh my heart is beating."


AHHHHHHHHHH OMG



*to be continued*
I still have many things to talk about. But I think I'll stop for now.

Hi.

I need someone to talk to.

I don't know why, but my mind is very messed up now.

For the first time ever, I'm not sure whether my decision is correct or not.

I didn't feel like this before..I always thought that being responsible for once is good.

Leaving the students behind halfway, just months before SPM..it just made me feel bad.

I've experienced it before, switching teachers and adjusting to their teaching methods even when SPM is just around the corner..it didn't feel good at all, but I had to bear with it.

I don't want my students / friends to experience it too.

She had been trying to ask me to stop this.
She said that what good can I do if I chose to be stuck on to this job.

I hated what she said to me.
She sounded like she despises the job.
As though the job is lousy like shit.

Whatever..I guess I just hated whatever she says.
Seriously, how the hell I came out of her womb.
Our method of dealing with stuffs and our personalities are like two parallel lines.
They won't even have a chance to intersect each other.
Sorry, I'm being rude.

The way she chose to work with her business made me worried about my father.
All the money..
How to go to KL with a peaceful mind.. -_-

So many things to worry about, yet..
why..why do I feel extremely envy to those who're going to the next level, starting their uni lives, taking a big step towards their promising future...blah blah..

I thought I'd never say this, but i'm tired.
I'm tired of all these so called responsibilities.

I think I sound like a spoiled brat, but whatever. My blog my Kingdom my Rules.

Now that's spoiled. Lol -_-

If I went to KL instead, would it be better?

My conscience (the angel) says no don't leave them! , but the devil tells me just let them fuck themselves and get on with my future.

Ha ha ha.

My mind's totally screwed. FML.

I've been thinking recently..what it feels like to be dead.
What it feels like to have your dearest person die before you.
I'm scared. I'm so scared that while I'm up in KL, something might just happen and ah po will just..be gone like that.
I don't want her to leave me. I want her by my side forever.
She's more than a grandma to me. She's my mum. My friend. My everything.
She raised me up. She did so much for me, for my family.


...



I'm stupid. Am I?
Of course human will eventually die.
Crap, I'm even a science stream student.

FML.
FMLFMLFML.

Lost interest in blogging. lol.

Bored. Finds books and news entertaining.

I used to hate news =.=

Became more matured I guess.

Very into SS501 nowadays..

Especially Kim Hyung Jun.





Kim Hyung Jun is going to Singapore on the 29th August!!!


lol. Anyone else wants to go?? Let's go together xD



End.

2nd attempt

Finally =_=

Tried using the HTML mode and it worked :D

Btw, I'm currently in love with ss501.

Lol =x

Kim Hyung Jun a.k.a Maknae!!!
Ok picture upload is epic fail ==

He's the youngest in the group.
And he is cute!!

Ok that's all I'm too lazy to do anything else =.=