NOTICE NOTICE~~~~!!!!

Ahh..
Special Notice to:
Ah Pek
Ah Ma
Ah Neh
Ah Gong
and Lavina


I did something on the bottom of my page o_O


Check it out! xD


I think u guys will love it O_O


HAHAHAHA =P

Happy V Day

Happy Valentines to all~!

MUACKS!!!

Changed my skin to suit the mood of the occasion.

Some might think it sucks.

Blah..Who cares. =P

To My Beloved~
Hug and Kisses~


xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Your guys are loved =)


End~!

Memoirs of A Tee-Pee-Cal Teen

Friday 13th? Unlucky day?

My family don't really cared bout that.
They didn't even notice that its Friday 13th (except me)

For me.. I think its just another boring day among the 365 + 1/4 days
hahas =)

So I decided to blog about myself today.

My past.
In the form of words
in my blog o_O

I'm not sure how far will this post go
But it'll be quite long.

.........................................................................

1st January 1992
I was born(!) in Johor Bahru

Taken care by grandma in Jemaluang, Mersing when I was around a month old
Dad works in KL, Mum works in Sg

Time flies..
Jassine plays with her kampung friends,
roams around the kampung,
and even came home late for dinner and get scolded
*No I didn't learn how to climb a tree o_O

Three years later
I was forcefully taken to JB (o_O)
*forcefully because I dun wanna leave my grandma (according to my aunt)
I still remember I was sitting in the car sobbing while my aunt tells me that I'm leaving my grandma T.T
I cried so hard...

My "First" home
Bandar Selesa Jaya
Some fading memories...

I remember:

My mum selling nasi lemak and some stuffs outside the gate.

My kakak's tent-like place (with a zip summore) to put her clothes *I used to hide in there ALOT o_O

My grandma was HERE!!! She moved out to stay with me!!! (She dotes me! xD)

and 1st time I went to school~! (I went to Kindergarden when I was 3 or 4 I think o_O)

o_O I remember the 1st day of school without panties LOLLOLLOL
I suppose I forgot to wear or my mum forgot to wear for me HAHAHA

o_O I sang a chinese song in front of everybody during the graduation ceremony
I was so brave sia (unlike now)
Now I only remember the 1st Sentence HAHAHA
Hu Die Hu Die Sheng De Zhen Mei Li

What else?Hmm...

Oh Yeah! The marble dining table..
The bottom of my table is full of my artpiece scribbles o_O
Using crayons and colour pencils xDD
My mum says that I was a pain in the ass o_O
Coz I'll even play with the washing powder ( I think the brand was TOP)
Take the spoon and scatter it all around the house HAHAHAHAHA
And...
The 1st time I saw with my own eyes that my parents are quarreling..
I was even hit by a coin-filled piggy bank right on my head.
I was hiding behind my father, and my mum was at the study table..
My dad dodged it but not me...
They didn't even Know I was hit =.=

Two Years Later...
2nd Home
Taman Perling (Rented)

I moved to another kindergarden.

I danced, laughed, cried, learned to ride a bike...etc.etc.
Performed with some ugly make ups =.= (I thought it was soooo beautiful when I was that age)

I remember Performing Chan Mali Chan in this kindergarden's Graduation Ceremony
I was already round like Roly Poly at that age xDDD
The cameraman was there to take videos for the VCD o_O (yes its not DVD)
The stupid fella zoomed in
DIRECTLY on my belly (unintentionally? or deliberately?) while I was dancing
My parents still laugh at me nowadays =.=

A Year Later..
3rd Home
Bandar Seri Alam, Masai
Finally a house with stairs! o_O
haha xD
this place is where my primary school life begins =)

I remember this funny thing I did on the 1st day of school xD

Teacher:" Who wants to be the monitor~?"
ME (Thinking to myself) :" What's a monitor?"
Someone beside me:"Quick!!!Raise your hand!!!"
ME (spontaneously raises hand)
Teacher:" Okay..come girl..introduce yourself. You'll be the monitor for our class =) "
ME:" Huh? O_O? " (still thinking what's a monitor)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

The 1st day being a class monitor was sooo cool LOL
I remember I can silence someone with a cough when teacher's not around.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Too bad I can't remember who asked me to raise my hand.
I would definitely belanja him (I think it's a him) if I knew who is he LOL
I Salute thee!!
LOLLOLLOL

I got 1st place in my class o_O
Can you believe that x_X
I even took a picture with my headmaster, which is also my dad's secondary school teacher o_O!!
He's the Vice Principal of Omega Menengah Now.(If not mistaken)
Mr. Ang Hu Teck (correct?) I dunno o_O

I'll skip the unhappy stuffs
Too many.

5 Years Later..
4th Home - Till Now
Taman Gaya, Ulu Tiram

The beginning of my Secondary School Life~!!
SMK I.J. Convent~
Happy Times~!!!
xDDD
My happiest life = Form 4 and 5!!! (for now =P)
and the starting of Rebellious Phase of a Teenager *smirks*
Those in Kiwanis..You all know how "geng" is my mum =.=
I dun wanna mention it.

All those emotions compressed or hidden since childhood
bursted into undying flames of rebellion
Until now.
or maybe it'll stay like this forever.

Note: Long post going to end as the story of my 17 years of life stops here.
Maybe it'll continue on the next Friday 13th..who knows?

When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother, "What will I be?"
"Will I be pretty, will I be rich?"
Here's what she said to me...

Que sera, sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que sera, sera
What will be, will be...


Agree.
The future's not for us to see..


Another Note: Buy Aunt Lisa's Birthday Present.


End.

Ahh.. Forget the tag. The tag scored 3/3 this time.

To Wendy:
You've seen the post title.
This tag actually scores 3/3 in my own criteria.
So, I'm not doing it MUAHAHAHA
PS: facebook too =P

My topic today is about comments to some person.
I dun wanna say that person's name.


Below is the conversation to myself.
Please dont mind the grammar =.=
I dont talk with good grammar.


Hi ______ , Do You have ANY IDEA THAT
HOW FRUSTRATED AM I?!?!
Why u so......so WTF?!
You sms I reply every single sms
I sms You then I SELDOM Get REply
DUWAN talk JUST SAY LAH!!!
"Sorry I busy" or "I WAN SLEEP LER"
Fu Yan me ALSO I DUN MIND LOR
You NO RESPOND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE
I TALKING TO MYSELF ONLY SIA
......................
WTFWTF
STUPID
AT LEAST SAY BYE BYE LARH!
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ





Sorry for doing some stupid-talking-to-myself-session in my blog.

Post ends here.

PS: _____ , if u noe who u are please don't waste the time arguing in my cbox coz u'll only let people noe who u are. I'm protecting u so don't be stupid and waste the effort of me trying not to shout ur BIG NAME =.=



End.

PRICE TAG?!?!?! o_O ah nope. its a blog tag =.=

I dreamt that I failed in SPM


Is this a bad omen or is it because I'm too stressed?


sighs..I'm gonna die of stupidity if I keep thinking about it.


I was going to end my post as above when I saw Kar Inn's tag.

Usually I dont do tags because:
1. Too lame
2. Lazy
3. Got topic to write edi dun wanna waste time to do tag make post long like hell only.

This tag scored 1/3. (Scored at No 1.)

So I will do this tag because I have no topic to write about.

TAG TAG TAG TAG TAG TAG



Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a blog or a note on Facebook with sixteen random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose ten people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment ("you’re it") and to read your blog. You can’t tag the person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog/note, so I can see your weirdness.

1. I recently learnt that I suck in Mahjong. (refer to CNY post if u dun understand.)

2. Sometimes I just like to sit down and think/do nothing.

3. I LOVE Anime.

4. I LOVE COMICS!

5. I love music. Love Songs/ Sentimental are boring to me when I was 13-15 (ahh..the rebellious days) But now its my FAVOURITE~ I like the sound that violin produces. Best if played together with Piano xD

6. I really enjoy being toot(= do crazy stuffs) o_O even in real life. I love to see everybody laugh their asses off/smile/be happy =)

7. I like singing o_O *everyone cover ur ears!!!

8. I cry alot during the few special days in every month (when a girl goes gugugaga over some small matters) =.= * I dont think u guys need anymore hints =.=

9. I like camwhoring! To be precise, I like to take weird funny photos.. HAHAHA

10. I like SUSHI!!!! especially UNAGI~ and I eat sashimi hahaha *my mum dun dare to eat

11. I love my friends!!! MUACKS YOU ALL!!!

12. I play online games. o_O find me if u play these games!
AuditionSEA = -MISSBLURx3
MapleSEA = Cleric1192

13. I love to laugh. People tell me Lame jokess also I will laugh o_O

14. I love all sorts of colours. =) *as long as they're matched correctly

15. I wanna learn Japanese and Korean!!! * I only noe bits and pieces hahas >_<

16. I can talk alot if I have the mood + got common topic. *No topic also I will find topic. HAHAHA

I tag:
1. Darren Goh~Ah Pek!!! Coz u seldom update ur blog HAHAHAHAHA give u something to type LMAO~

2. Poh Wei Ah Ma!!! Since Ah Pek=ur dar is doing it.. u might as well follow him and do the tag HAHAHAHA

3. Wen Xin Ah Neh!!! Because I Love You! LOLLOL

4. YiYi. Since she just created her blog recently.

5. Joey Woo. I wanna see her responds to this tag.

6. Kristine Thong. Since she can actively update her blog =)

7. Lee Hui Yin. I wanna see her lame respond HAHAHA

8. Leosteh!!! I wanna see his weird stuffs o_O LMAO~

9. Access DAR DAR~ No "special" reason *smirks*

10. Lavina~ *I wanna cheer u up >_<

My tag ends Here.

MUACKS.

Totally Random.

Alright. Its a random post.



This Idea came to me
while I was distorting my brother's face with Photoscape.




"Why not photoscape a real nice picture instead of vandalising?"




And so.. Jassine went on a quest to search through her My Pictures Folder for a decent picture.

Man..I regret for not sorting my pictures into folders.

~.~


After 20 minutes

I found a picture of me and my newborn cousin (She's almost 3 months old now)



After editing......




Introducing my cousin, Jessica Chu~!

Forget about my face. Look at her.

SOOOOO CUTE~!!!!!!!!!!!



Her English name is almost the same as mine = Jassine. (3 letters difference)


My family has this custom of using the same letter in both our Chinese and English name (not surname) for a generation.

So,
Chu Zhi Hsin (Me)
Chu Zhi Jia (Jessica)

Therefore,
She has two chinese characters that are same as mine.


We are almost twins (minus the difference in age.)


I LOVE Her. (non-lesbian way)

and I ADORE her.
(half the reason because I have 3 blardy brothers and 0 sisters ~.~)



Not even 3 months old, and she can talk.

Uh..Okay don't freak out.
Not the actual talking like us larh.

2 months old = She mimics the shape of our lips when we talk to her.

One more week to 3 months old = She replies with sounds and (maybe) baby language when we talk to her.


SMART.


PS:
Sorry arr Jessica,
We don't understand the gugugagayaya stuff.



=========================
I wanna have a baby of my own.
=========================



MUAHAHAHA.




End.


Random random random random random random random random

Left Alone. To die. Rot=Decompose. Nitrogen cycle.

I pretend that I can deal with loneliness.
But the fact is..


I'm afraid of being alone.

I'm always trapped in this pitch black dimension in my heart.
The only thing that I can do is hear my own echo when I talk to myself.


Scribbled some stuffs when I am alone.
Don't comment on the artistic value.
I know it sucks to the core.

Please Just let it be.

I want to release my emotions once in a while.
Especially this week of this month.
(Ain't it too obvious to those who understand the sentence above?)

Nah, I don't give a damn.








I hate myself.

. . . Letting Go.

I took 2 days to get over my senile-ness.




I miss this human.
The human who cheered me up when I'm sad.
The human who listens when I needed to talk to someone.



HEY!!!!
I MISS YOU!!!!!!
DO YOU HEAR ME!!!!!!

I guess not. =(
That human is so far away from me....
I wished that human was here with me.

Pic taken from : Stickgal

Should I let go?

2nd Post of the day.

I think I'm senile.

I forgot something that I'm not supposed to forget in my whole life.

My brain lost its function.

Fug myself.

IDIOT ME.

End.

Coke.Rules.Animal.Poo. (C.R.A.P.) Post.

I'm thinking of changing my blog skin again.



















End.

I got my pay and my own savings account O_O


Finally!! I got my pay O_O

approximately RM420 was given to me by rotting sitting in that office for 2 weeks O_O

This is so ridiculous cool.

And I opened a joint account with my dad 2 hours ago.

I still cant open my own personal account yet.

One of the reason is because I'm still 17 haha.

The second reason is 18 years old only can get ATM card.
wtf.
Just ONE day difference to be 18 year old this year. (Note: my bday is 01.01.92)
It defeats the purpose of me having a savings account.
I'm going to sg to study and I need the ATM card for my own use.
So the account is useless if I dun hab the card to take the freaking money out (>_>)

So a Joint Account is made.
with OCBC Bank.

Let's have a recap of some interesting events.

12.20pm, Taman Molek.
My dad wanted to make my Personal Account in HSBC at 1st..
Coz his accounts are all in HSBC. It makes transferring easier.

But then hor.. the uber brain-dead worker there hor..said something ridiculously STUPID.

DAD: "I wanna open an savings account for my daughter."
Brain-Dead Worker: "Oh joint account sir?"
DAD: "No. Her own Personal Account."
B-DW: "Okay. IC Please."
*Gives my IC to her*
B-DW: "Hmm..Do you have any secondary documents?"
DAD: "What secondary documents do you mean?"
B-DW: "Uh..Credit card statement? or Phone Bills? or any account statements."
ME+DAD: "WAD?"
DAD: "She doesnt have all of these. She's just 17!!and her phone is prepaid. What is the purpose of the documents?"
B-DW: "Oh, its our bank's policy to .....crap...blabla..."
DAD: "Okay. You see, I have all my accounts here. I can change them to other banks if I want. And the documents that u said earlier are unnecessary for opening a Bank Account and she doesn't have a credit card. Can I see ur Manager? Maybe he/she can give me a solution."
*10 minutes later...*

B-DW: "Uh okay can open the savings account. IC please. " *types stuff*
DAD: " okay. So can she get the ATM card by today?"
B-DW: " Sorry sir. 18 years old only can get ATM card."

...................


STUPID. WAD FOR I OPEN THE FREAKING ACCOUNT IF I DUN HAVE THE ATM CARD?!

MY DAD DULAN.

He said:" If so troublesome then I think I will shift all my accounts to the other Banks. Thank you."

And he left.


DADDY, U ROCK.
U TOTALLY PWNED THAT B-DW
U're SOOO COOL.

EON Bank gives ATM card when we're above 12. Why cant you?!
*EON dun have bank in Sg. So we gave up that place.

IDIOTS.

At the End My Dulan-ed Dad went to OCBC and opened a Joint Account instead.
Screw You HSBC.
My dad give u business u dun want. Ma Fan Duo Duo.
IDIOTS.

Go FUG URSELF With UR So Called Policy.

BRAINLESS USELESS FOOLS.

I've Never seen Any Idiots Like This.

End.